18 years just trying to stay awake
It's getting harder to remember that I'm giving up on this
Or am I?
I have been lying to myself for quite some time
Or would I?
Really much rather be blind than see you smile
I'm empty no signs of light like an abyss
I think I'd rather die that just submit to loneliness
If moving on is a mistake
I guess im doing okay
When will I be okay?
Now I know living in the past just makes no sense
Stuck in my head as if it matters in the end
All these voices they go on and on
When they stop ill know my time is up
All these voices they go on and on and on
18 years but I'm still tired as shit
The constant heartache whats the point of sleeping if you cant be next to me?
Growing up is nothing like how I thought it would be
I would try to move on but I'm not sure if I'd be going the right way
I think it happened all to fast
Everyday's another weight put on my back
Now I know living in the past just makes no sense
Stuck in my head as if it matters in the end
All these voices they go on and on
When they stop ill know my time is up
All these voices they go on and on and on
Then I'll stop running away from my problems
When I have a place to rest my head at night
But I keep on digging deeper
It might be to late to go back home
I'm not even welcome there anymore
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